I
love you
Do
not pay attention to the serenity in my face
My
passion for you still rage inside
I
give it over to God hundred times a day
A
hundred more times it returns to me
I
love you differently nowadays
With
more patience,
endurance
and very little expectation
The
father has been perfecting
His
love through me
I
think that I am ready now to really love you
The
only way God intended
Unconditionally
I
have cried more times
because
of you in the past months
than
I have cried my entire adult life
Still,
I love you and want you in my life
I
have asked God to take away
the
feelings of love and the
emotions
He
has taken the dependency emotions,
the
anger of not
being loved by you
But
still my love for you
remain
strong, persistent
I
have very little feelings left,
but
a lot more love for
you.
I
awake at night
and
pray for you and yours
I
pray for joy, for hope for protection,
for
love for
mercy,
and
whatever your needs
may
be at the time
I
missed sharing with you.
I
have grown so much
in
these past months,
and
sometimes I
am afraid
you
will not find the woman
you
loved when you come back
There
are some definite changes,
but
the core is still the
same
I
still love you,
I
still want to be your wife,
and
have
your children.
It’s
time for a revisit.
Mi
querencia
Where
the sky meet the earth
Where
the waves meet the sun
Where
our secret is safely kept
Where
lost souls are restored
Where
happiness chases solitude
Where
the past have no power
Where
love rules
Where
there is hope for new beginnings
Where
I am a saint
Where
you are my endless river
Oh
that thing called love!
Once
Twice
More
Often
Lately
I
have lost at love
Sometimes
Many
times
Seldom
Lately
I
have won
At
love
I
need a muse
Would
you
Could
you
Consider
it? I will get back to you.
Let’s
walk down memory lane…
Do
you remember?
The
first time
We
cried together
Was
it on your first trip away?
Did
you cry for me or with me?
Did
your heart break like mine?
When
you step out the car
Did
your soul depart from you
and
rested with mine
Babe…Do
you remember
the
second time we cried together
We
were in your car vowing
eternal
love to each other
if
only I knew then what I know now,
I
would have engraved that moment,
stop
time
and made you mine forever
Did
you know then that
you
would break every promise?
To
think
You
called me your bride,
Your
treasure
And
I felt blessed among women
because
my prince
Had
finally come for me
Nasi…do
you remember that night
How
we held hands and cried
For
no apparent reason
We
just felt so close to something divine
Were
you just saying goodbye
Did
you know you would forsake me?
Darling
do you remember
The
last time we cried together
I
can’t! There’s been so many times
when
I have cried alone
lately
But
nothing can beat that night….
That
You
chose conventions over me
The
night …
You
chose pride over me
The
night…
You
chose you over me
I
did not cry because I did not know
it
was our last chance
to cry together
Babe,
have you cried lately?
I
have.
So
much so that my cries are tearless
Babe,
will we cried together again soon
Soon
when our hands we’ll meet again
When
we’ll pledge our love again
When
we’ll vow to hold on no matter what
I
can’t wait to cry together again!
Can
you?
How
do you feel lately?
The
Haiku’s
A
heart in mourning
Bitter
Created
in hell
Hushed
in the absent air
Unforgiving
hurt
Lost
in lust
Forlorn,
love cry
Searching
for lost habitat
Find
long lost habit
Tell
me!
Do
you
Love
me still?
If
you do
Stay
awhile
At
least until I numb the pain
Really
if you care
Give
me a sign to hang on to
At
least until I find
an
antidote to this venom
Seriously,
if you have ever loved anyone
Fain
compassion for this broken one
At
least until I replace
the
fake with the real
If
you do
Speak
at last
At
least I will be able to explain
to
my posterity why you
left,
why
you swore love and gave grief,
why
you have crushed my
illusions?
Why
do you revile the woman
who
loves you like no other?
Why
are you so anti-love?
Really,
have you been
burned my love?
Was
it just lust for you?
Common
say something at last.
Defend
yourself!
Give
me
something else to write about.
I
am waiting
Listen,
as you well know
Patience
is not one of my qualities
Nevertheless,
I am waiting
I
am not sure
if
I am waiting for you or on you
I
am waiting
Sweet,
do you think I look well waiting?
My
friends’ comments are very tedious
Do
you know what they are saying?
Well…some
say that you don’t love me anymore
Others…say
that you have replaced me
Still…others
say
It’s
a matter of time
before
you’ll come running back
Do
you know what I think?
Actually,
I won’t tell you
You
don’t deserve my confidence
But
you’ll see how soon you
can’t
stand being without me
I’m
waiting!
Just
wait for me!
Why
is it always about you?
And
You
pleaded
You
begged
Asking,
demanding loyalty
And
You
required
You
inspired
Transparency,
honesty
And
I
gave
I
cave
Senselessly,
hopelessly
And
I
loved
I
provided
Clarity,
fidelity
And
You
promised
You
swore
Passion,
compassion
And
I
believed
I
received
Shame,
disgrace
And
You
Shameless,
blameless
And
I
Grieving
resisting
Loving,
waiting
Believing
expecting
